friendship never end..

the truth about friendship and me, is that i do love to make friend..to have someone that i can talk to..to have someone to accompany me..someone to tell my problen and all the stuff that friends do..but to be honest..i dont wanna talk about best friend..for me people doesn't have to said out loud that "from now on you are my best friend..".For me u have to feel deep down inside your heart if she/he is your best friend..you don't have to ask your friend 'am i your best friend?' just feel the care that your friend gave to you and how she/he react when you need help..for me you just know who your friends are..

cuba bayangkan..kita ada ramai kawan and i know there must be some yg btl2 kita rapat and "we just tell everyone ni kawan baik saya..saya sayang sangat kat dia"..pastu ada lah sorg ni plk rapat ngan kita and sincerely anggap kita ni kwn baik and sanggup mendengar luahan hati kita and layan kita mcm kawan baik/sahabat.. but we just anggap dia sebagai kawan biasa yang boleh dipercayai..apa yang dia rasa bila kita cakap depan die.."ni sahabat sejati saya..dialah 'satu-satunya' org yang banyak bagi nasihat kat saya dan sentiasa ada bila saya susah dan senang"
apa agaknya perasaan kawan yang kita tak anggap sebagai kawan sejati/kawan baik/karib/sahabat.....apa perasaan dia bila kita cakap macam tu..frust x agak2..bagi aku itu sangat mengecewakan dan sangat menyedihkan..the feeling is just the same when someone stole your best friend..you will just find yourself useless and nobody want to be your best friend..

one more case is when you both agree you both are best friend..then suddenly you terpisah..duduk jauh2 and mule jauh then tetibe dia berubah..x nak kawan dah sbb dah ada kawan baru..apa perasaan korg...

Atas dasar tulah aku tak nak bagitau sesape sapa best friend aku sebab best friend aku adalah anda semua...biarlah hati kita yang bagitau sape kawan terbaik untuk kita..sapa yang boleh dipercayai dan sapa yang boleh kita kongsikan pengalaman hidup kita..!
so,just jangan tanya aku sapa kawan baik aku sbb it is very hard for me to answer..
ALL yOU HAVE TO KNOW IS I DO LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS AND I ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU..!