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Thursday, April 26, 2012

soal hati~


assalamualaikum..
sigh* susah sebenarnya nak cakap pasal hati.
tadi kitorang dapat invited pharmacist untuk bagi lecture untuk kelas pharmacy practice III,

so she said, kadang2 patient datang kat dispensary tak cakap apa2,
tak tanya apa2, tak mintak apa2..
alih2, dapat call daripada timbalan pengarah hospital kata patient complain pharmacist tak nak bagi stock ubat for long duration sebab dia nak pergi jauh.
so bila tanya balik patient ada mintak kat pharmacist tak bila amik ubat..patient jawab tak ada.
bak kata Pn Farizan, 'kami bukan dukun yang boleh tahu hati orang.. janganlah expect kita akan cakap hati ke hati, sekali tengok dah tahu apa awak nak'

this is just a basic story.
we will never know what is inside of someone.
What they felt, what they want, what they need.
Ada kelebihan Allah tutupkan hijab untuk kita tahu perasaan orang lain.
Sebab kemungkinan besar hati kita sendiri yang akan terluka.

Dia: Awak ni terlalu jaga hati orang lain. Cuba fikir hati sendiri.
Me: Kenapa cakap macam tu?
Dia: Yelah orang dah buat macam-macam pon, awak nak jaga hati orang lain jugak.

I have my reason.
Kadang-kadang, jaga hati orang lain lagi senang dari jaga hati sendiri.
Macam mana lagi senang?
baca balik atas.
we will never know what is inside of someone.
What they felt, what they want, what they need.
hati kita..kita tahu apa yang kita rasa, nak dan perlu.
Kita nak sesuatu.
Tapi tak ada orang faham, tak ada orang kisah, tak ada orang bantu.
Kita rasa sedih, kecewa, makan hati.
Fikir balik?
perlu ke kita bersedih?
kita perlukan ke sesuatu yang kita nak tu?
baik ke perkara tu untuk kita?
perlu ke kita bersedih untuk tempoh yang lama andai kita tak dapat?

kadang-kala,
kita kena beralah untuk gembira.
Jaga hati orang lain memang susah tapi susah lagi hati sendiri.
bila kita nakkan sesuatu, kita tetap tak puas selagi tak dapat.
tapi, kadang2.....
lepaskan apa yang kita nak tu lagi menggembirakan hati kita.
kita geram, kecewa bila orang tak faham apa yang kita nak.
bila kita tak kisah, kita takkan rasa sakit hati..
then, kita jadikan sesuatu yang kita nak boleh jadi kenyataan.
So, jalan terbaik..
kita ubah..ubah apa yang kita nak?
kalau orang tak nak bagi apa yang kita nak, then take others need into consideration.
jadikan their needs is what we want
contoh: korang nak makan burger. Adik nak makan ayam. Gaduh-gaduh last2 parents bawak pegi makan KFC.. korang nak ke berlapar sebab nak jugak makan burger? So ikut jelah..cakap je orait!!lagipon KFC pon dah ada burger sekarang.. so this is what your adik need (makan ayam) and how you change it to what you want! hoho xD

Hati kita milik kita yang diberikan Allah sebagai pinjaman.
Hati dipegang oleh Allah dan hanya Dia yang mampu untuk mengubah dan menggerakkan hati kita.
Tapi, kita yang kendali, kita yang kawal.
It ours not others!
hatiku milikku..;-)

p/s: better something than nothing~







Wednesday, April 25, 2012

wordless wednesday~



the wedding.
pengkalan chepa, kelantan.
20th april 2012.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

Alhamdulillah~

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdullilah ya Allah..
tak pernah aku sangka doa aku setiap hari Allah perkenankan..
dan betul lah, antara waktu dimakbulkan doa adalah selepas khatam Al-Qur'an.
sungguh syukur sangat-sangat.
waktu tu, aku dalam kereta di kelantan.
Waktu itu,
hanya Allah yang tahu perasaan aku.
Gembira dan takut tu bercampur aduk.
Aku takut untuk melukakan hati kau.
Terima kasih teman.
Terima kasih memberi peluang.
Maaf atas segalanya.
Sungguh, keinginan nak tegur kau terlalu tinggi.
cuma aku takut kalau kita akan kembali jadi kepada keadaan sebelum ni.~
.stranger to friend to stranger.
really miss you..~

Thursday, April 19, 2012

there is no such thing as privacy in the social networking!

assalamualaikum..

alhamdulillah aku berjaya menghabiskan exam terakhir aku petang tadi..
fuh3..letih tahu midsem 2 minggu..dah macam final =.=
so, what's up with this entry?
just wanna say something to dearest people out there.
anything that you share on the social network,
tak kiralah facebook/twitter or blog have no relationship with privacy.
ya, you might said, my facebook, my twitter, my blog is mine..jangan nak sibuk sangat hal aku lah der..suka hati aku lah nak tulis apa.
but then, bila orang dah mula bercakap kat belakang ko, ko mula sibuk kata, sibuk je nak jaga tepi kain aku..respect my privacy!=.=
this is wrong..why?
if you like to preserve your privacy,
ONE, never approve anonymously.
SECOND, only share what everyone that in the friendlist should know. All the private matter, it only happen between the two or group of you.
THIRD, keep your emotion to yourself. Social networking is not your heart or mind.

so what? this is my way of expressing myself.
THEN, dont bother if someone just 'catch up' too much with your life.
my friend once said this, FB is for stalking people..
this is true, most of the information about someone can easily obtained on fb once we are friend with that person..
owh, if it is not private then obviously you are exposing yourself to the world.
so whatever peeps..just sharing.
this is my 2 cents and what I want people to know.
so, what I written is not a private matter.

and, and come on lah people, dont unmention me on some post/blog/tweet..I might not understand it cause I just thought, oh its not me.
lagipon..I have so many works, assignments, 7 subjects with thousands of drug name to remember, upcoming hospital attachment, some events and etc..I dont have time to stalk people. truestory!

Saturday, April 14, 2012

why cant we be friends?

assalamualaikum......


1030 pm,
penat nak menghabiskan subjek antimicrobs ni..
bahu dah mula sakit, sindrom biasa bila stress...sigh*
baring kat sofa kat ruang tamu, tempat biasa bila dah mula hilang fokus..
harini tv terpasang, sbb abah saja biarkan aku dengar selawat n qasidah kat tv al-hijrah.
bukan ni yang aku nak sampaikan..
dalam mendengar, aku on kan handphone yang tadi charge dan on9 sekejap konon nak tengok update apa-apa kat group.
akhirnya lagha pi tempat lain..
astaghfirullah..
dalam alunan selawat tu, Allah tunjukkan aku sesuatu.
Allah tu maha mendengar..mungkin ada hikmah yang aku masih diberi peluang untuk mengetahui sesuatu.

why cant we be friends
I seen you 'round for a long long time
I really 'membered you when you drink my wine
why cant we be friends
I seen you walkin' down in Chinatown
I called you but you could not look around
why cant we be friends
Sometimes I don't speak too bright
but yet I know what I'm talking about

why cant we be friend-war

Monday, April 9, 2012

midsem semester 4, second year!


assalamualaikum..
bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
dear Allah, help me in my examination..
make me remember what I have learnt and not forgotten what I have read.
make the knowledge that I have gather full in your barakah so that it will be useful in the future.
For me, for other people and to help me in akhirah.
bless me and the rest of my friends ya Allah.
all this, lillahita'ala.
amin. :')




Thursday, April 5, 2012

ungkal~

abah panggil aku ungkal..
umi panggil aku ungkal..
ungkal tu apa??
memula aku dengar pon dengan pantas aku tanya..
'ungkal? bungkal? apa benda tu?? tak pernah dengar pon...'
dan abah menjawab..' DEGIL GILA!'
hamek satu das kat aku...kui3..
yelah2..fine2..memang aku degil pon..hoho..
bahasa merajuk sekarang..k!
haha..sumpah gedik!
memang aku degil.. tapi...........................
umi kata: orang berjaya mesti degil! woha!




p/s: entry lepas tension sebab tengok jadual exam dah bertukar dan 20hb tade exam..seronok?? aku dah beli tiket firefly kot 21hb..burn RM160 =.=

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

i'm dissapointed

assalamualaikum..
everything is fine in the morning!
semangat je study for midsem..
then malam after finished one topic of drug design, i decide to on9 for a while..
and....
this is the reason why I am dissapointed.
I HAVE EXAM ON 20th.
why does it matter??
cause I'm supposed to fly to kota bharu at 1230 that day.
and my exam is in the evening!
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu.
I HATE SETARA! because of you my exam is postponed and I'll be left alone..
mummy I dont wanna be alone..:'(

Sunday, April 1, 2012

weekend with sanah~

assalamualaikum..

fuh! i have a very hectic week full with quiz each single day throughout the week..
penat gila! with all the replacement class due to setara..
memang i really need something to release the tension before start studying for my midsem.
on friday, it was umi's birthday..
so malam tu abah bawak pi jalan dekat PAS..
still tak puas hati..
so on saturday, i wake up that morning and while having breakfast with sanah (my sis)..
suddenly tengah mamai2 tu i said..
jom tengok hunger games!
and my sis was like, jom!
so without plan or booking the tickets, pukul 11 baru keluar rumah..
nasib baik ada ticket lagi..fuh3!
then before going out, tengah siap2 tu I said tu sanah..
'siti ( family nickname), jomlah harini kita buat hari tanpa makeup..just bare face je??jom!'
and she replied, 'no hal je..siti jarang pakai make up, kak nurul yelah..' =.=
ceit! but here one thing about me, i wear make up just untuk nampak kemas dan tak selekeh..
but i never really care not to wear make up at all because I have confident in myself..
my dad told me once:
-orang cantik, pakai apa pun cantik..kalau baju tu buruk pon, tetap nampak cantik..(ok, aku bukan cantik sangat..*tettt
-kalau pon kita punya appearance macam apa je, apa orang lain boleh cakap?? kita yang pakai..so pakai ikut apa yang kita suka lah!

so I always keep abah's word in mind..and wear whatever I want..hoho..
that's why kat kelas, aku rasa aku sorang je kot yang selalu pakai baju kurung..
padahal yang lain pakai jeans and shirt..~
so, kembali kepada cerita melepak dengan adik dan day without make up..
everything is sooo fine..alhamdulillah..
memang aku buat perangai selamba gila lah time tu..hoho..
seronok!
kitorang tengok hunger games! superb..walaupon cam tak paham sangat dan selepas tu terus beli novel dia dengan voucer buku terakhir..serious best! boleh follow..hihi..
cerita dia aku buat entry lainlah..
sekarang tade mood nak update tapi saja nak merepek kat blog..huhu..
so, biasalah kalau keluar tanpa gambar tak sah..
and reviewing my bare face..sanah main tipu sebab dia tepek bedak baby!
aku pakai moisturizer je..lipbalm pon xpakai tahu! hoho

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