will everything be the same?

assalamualaikum..
things are a bit complicated each day,
we are all getting busier,
and I don't even know what I want or need to do,
there is a lot of thing but I don't even know where to start,
and in the end I'm on a mood swing and all I want to do is broke down and just lay down,
not doing anything.
and right now, I am not feeling well, sore throats and losing my voice.
the worst part is, I have presentation tomorrow, which I don't know how am I going to do it with this voice,
and with least practice.
I don't really mind presenting infront, because it have been years I'm doing the presentation alone or in group.
so, maybe I just get it done and hoping that my throat will be better by the time I need to present.

sometimes, getting busy is what we have to do,
to ignore what we have in our mind and heart,
busy= accepting reality...or..... ignoring reality.