asrama dan aku!

assalamualaikum..

hacchhoo! hacchoo!

maaf, maaf..saya telah dijangkiti virus selesema..

dan bila selesema slalu nya otak ni berat sikit nak berfikir, but somehow, our body does not coordinate correctly with our mind kan? hihi

I guess, I am allergy with stressful condition..

stop merapu-ing dayah..just straight to the topic please!

ok, first of all, result SBP and MRSM dah keluar..

nak check kat mana??

err, err.. nanti aku tanya adik aku..huhu..

ok, if result SBP and MRSM keluar pon, what is the big thing on that..

takde related dengan life kau pon..

bukan boleh apply pon dayah oi..hihi..

this entry just a piece of thought for my sis and those little students who applying for asrama..

zaman kak dayah dulu..akak pon apply gak asrama ni..

sajalah konon-konon nak duduk asrama, berdikari kononnya..

unfortunate for me, I got rejected..

tapi back then, my UPSR results are only 3A 2B..kalau zaman sekarang setaraf 4A je..

which mean tak berapa nak layak, lagi-lagi sekolah bandar..ye dok?

frust? quite frustrated actually..

but aku cam tak kisah sangat je padahal mmg nak asrama walaupon abah tak nak anta anak kesayangan dia ni gi asrama..* serius tak tipu.aku ingat lagi abah mmg xbagi and aku tak tau kenapa abah bg adik aku pegi lau dapat..

then masa PMR, aku dgn penuh semangat, beli borang MRSM sendiri and isi sekali lagi..

time tu bersungguh gaklah... and again aku ingat lagi abah pon tamo bg jugak sebenarnya..*I dont know why! even aku ada ingat abah n umi borak lau aku dpt overseas cmne..and he didn't permit that. And I asked why sdgkan diorang sendiri study overseas dan aku dengan selamba cakap "umi boleh je pergi..napa nurul xboleh?" and Abah reply " tu abah umi yang bagi, abah, abah nurul xbagi.."

so how's my result? its only 6A's and 2B's..back then, it is a good result tapi persaingan masuk asrama tu tinggi gila..

so I just stayed at my old school. Lupa nak bagitau nama sekolah..SMK Sultan Salahuddin Abdul Aziz Shah (SMKSSAAS) atau dikenali oleh budak2 shah alam as sekolah seksyen 2.

but hoyeah! sapa kata budak asrama je boleh dapat result gempak2? budak sekolah bese tak boleh ke?

it doesn't matter sekolah mana pon korang pergi actually.

It just a matter of learning..selagi korang nak belajar and nak berjaya, korang boleh berjaya!

so my result for SPM?

7A's and 3B's. Dan aku budak aliran sains biology+ prinsip perakaunan.

bukan nak bangga dengan keputusan yang aku dapat.

Lagipun result camni sekarang berlambak.

In fact zaman aku pon berlambak budak dapat straight A's..

but aku just nak bezakan budak asrama and budak sekolah biasa.

budak sekolah biasa slalunya tak suka kena banding dengan budak asrama.

sbb people put such a high standard to budak asrama which budak sekolah biasa couldn't be able to reach that level and all that is just a LIE!

believe me, bila korang masuk A levels, diploma, matrix, foundation and etc, you will realize, there's no difference..

and asrama is just a matter of place.

nak berdikari kat rumah pon boleh. it all depend on you and how you were raised up.

For me, aku pernah sekali je masuk asrama.Honestly.

tu pon zaman matrix yang just for 10 month.

and now, aku buat degree and guess what? I am living at my parents house.

yeah! cam dak sekolah, pagi pegi sekolah, petang balik rumah..

the different is that I'm driving my own car!haha

UNTUNGLAH..~

LAME lah korang..aku duduk rumah pon, aku still reti basuh baju pakai tangan, reti masak sendiri, reti kemas rumah sendiri.

in fact time matrix dulu, bilik aku and almari aku mmg terbaik lah..hihi..*jth cinta ngan kekemasan almari sendiri..poyo je dayah!

I was raised with a bibik once. actually sampai aku matrix I still have bibik..

cume bila dah degree, my mom berhenti kerja sekejap before sekarang dia kerja balik, kitorg dah tade bibik.

so keje aku before pegi kelas is kemas bilik, masukkan baju dlm washing machine, kemas dapur lps sarapan..weekend adalah hari utk kemas bilik, mop lantai, basuh toilet and etc.

my parents bukan yg jenis spoiling their own daughters..

everything is DIY..

shopping pon my dad bawak pi tempat tu then, nah amek duit ni sorang RM** then shopping sendiri..abes duit tu diam je, no mnx tambah..huhu..

so that is how, I learn to survive my life. huhu..

so asrama aren't a BIG DEAL for me to learn berdikari!