the day of decision..

1 mei 2009...
its the day that i have to make up my mind...this day i woke up in the morning at 7.45 am(kot)..but still ngantuk but cannot sleep..then had a breakfast..suddenly my dad asked us to pack clothes to go back to our village..JOHOR...bayangkan dah debar2 aritu tetibe abah wat plan mengejut balik johor..so dalam kul 12 baru bertolak(dah arr result kuar kul 12...then sume text aku..

friend:dayah,ko dah check upu blm??
me:blum arr..aku dalam keta nak balik kg...
friend:nak aku check kan x?
me:x pelah aku nak check sendiri..

then...abah's phone ring...
mak ngah:yasmin dapat kat uitm-asasi undang2..nak check kan nurul x??
abah:jap eh..nurul, nak check x..bagi ic lah..mak ngah check..
me:x nak lah..nurul nak check sendiri...huhu


and almost everyone nak check kan..so my abah agaknye x sabar nak tau..so he gave my his blackberry to check(ada internet)..but the security x bagi masuk..then he gave me his PDA(gune GPRS)..lama gilalah baru dapat..it says..tahniah and blablabla...and i got tawaran from UIAM..BUT course asasi economy and management science..kalau amik i could continue in bachelor of economic,bachelor of accounting..i should know i got this..kenapalah amik dulu..nyesal pulak letak as my account result is A1..no wonder dapat..
so dah sampai umah mak ngah rupanya mak ngah dah tau aku dapat apa as yasmin dah checkkan...*owh pandai eh..siap tanya lagi aku dapat ape waktu aku sampai...bertuah nye sedara..*pastu after serious-sad conversation with mak andak(she's a teacher)..she said..i have to think wisely bacause economy and management science is really not what i like..if i really want to go into science line i shall enter matriculation...but its up to me to choose..and then tears seems so easily to fall..i x kisah dah sapa kat sebelah..depan sapa..but entahlah..its seem so streesful to choose..that nite i perform solat istikharah...

malam tu x delah mimpi ape2..but naluri aku macam lebih ke arah matrikulasi..sejak beberapa hari lagi..even before result kuar..so..i made my decision to take matriculaton..tak kisahlah orang kat matriks susah or wtv but usaha tangga kejayaan..so lepas ni starting from 11 mei 2009..i will be a kolej matrikulasi negeri sembilan's student...and i will do my best to achieve a CGPA of 4.0..amin..insyaallah..semoga ALLAH melindungi dan memberkati langkah ini...