Oblivious

Assalamualaikum..
Rumours are spreading that the good news will arrive any when this week.
Nervous, excited.
Nervous to step into the next phase in life.
Will I deal with it?
Will I do a great job.
This is no longer a practice ground.
I'll be dealing with real people, real situation.
Excited to meet new people, new environment.
Well, that's the final step to move on.
I've been stucked here for awhile.
Excited to have my own money.
Excited for a new adventure.
Looking back, this time, last year,
If and only if I'm not that oblivious to not to see what is infront of my eyes..
Oh well, I've been through a lot.
Pat yourself at the back, hidayah.
I'm proud of myself for getting through this and now you're smiling again.
Will everything be better than okay again?

"Que sera, sera..
What will be will be..
The future not us to see"