the angels that come into my life~

assalamualaikum..
last week, despite my busy schedule, I managed to celebrate one of the princess's birthday..
ok, this sounds a bit lame,
but who cares, my girlfriends are as precious as a princess for me.
we are all been so busy with our schedule, classes and work,
that we have to celebrate it a lil bit late from the exact date..
and to the extend that we only could wish her on fb or twitter.
on the day itself, I was in Bangi for the NPSC..
I know she is a bit sad, as if everybody was ignoring her..
but we aren't..
we had made a planned few weeks before her birthday..
but to make a plan for her is the most difficult birthday plan compared to the others, and you sure know why right?
She knows everything, and we couldn't hide anything *atleast for the first part, it was a success,xD
but in the end everything went smooth..we ate dinner and spending time chatting..
everyone tends to speak as if we haven't seen each others for years..
we miss each other..

fruit juice!

our food by Mr Steak House

and that is how I gained my weight over a week.

birthday girl, yinyin

love

handmade birthday gift for her samsung tab. Hope she love it eventhough it is senget benget.


people ask me, why can I treat my girlfriends nicely but not towards others?
why I can easily go out with my girlfriends but not with others?
Why did I treat them differently from others?
to whom shall I compared,
they have known me almost quarter of my life,
they have been there for me always, without once letting me crying alone in this cruel place,
they have seen me through my worse till who I am now.
they have been the one that spread their hand,
to help me stand up after a downfall.
to whom shall I compare,
the angel that sent by Allah for me to face the harsh reality of life, with the one who have not prove to me  that they are sincere to be friend with me but judging me continuously.

little thing.

Your hand fits in mine 
Like it's made just for me 
But bear this in mind 
It was meant to be 
And I'm joining up the dots 
With the freckles on your cheeks 
And it all makes sense to me 

I know you've never loved 
The crinkles by your eyes when you smile 
You've never loved 
Your stomach or your thighs 
The dimples in your back at the bottom of your spine 
But I'll love them endlessly 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 
But if I do, it's you, 
Oh it's you, 
They add up to 
I'm in love with you, 
And all these little things 

You can't go to bed, 
Without a cup of tea, 
And maybe that's the reason 
That you talk, in your sleep 
And all those conversations 
Are the secrets that I keep 
Though it makes no sense to me

I know you've never loved the sound of your voice on tape 
You never want to know how much you weigh 
You still have to squeeze into your jeans 
But, 
You're perfect to me 

I won't let these little things slip out of my mouth 
But if it's true, 
It's you, 
It's you, 
They add up to 
I'm in love with you, 
And all these little things 

You'll never love yourself 
Half as much as I love you 
You'll never treat yourself right, darlin' 
But I want you to, 
If I let you know, I'm here for you, 
Maybe you'll love yourself, 
Like I love you 
Oh 

And I've just let these little things 
Slip, out of my mouth, 
'Cause it's you, oh it's you, 
It's you, 
They add up to 
And I'm in love with you, 
And all these little things, 

I won't let these little things 
Slip, out of my mouth, 
But if it's true, 
It's you, it's you, 
They add up to, 
I'm in love with you, 
And all your little things

currently addicted to this song..
every women have their own insecurities.
I did too..
and just like this song, I still dislike my weight, still on diet all the time, although I lost a lot of weight..
and I've been telling him, all this, and he will just sigh and said, "dietlah, ikut awaklah...'
but at the same time, he always remind me to eat..
just like my parents who will force and membebel suruh makan esp for breakfast.
but it just something that built in ourselves..
and when I hear this song, I was like, this is so true..
and the lyrics are just so sweet.
I keep on replaying it *even in my head.

those little moment that make me turn back to time and smile.

assalamualaikum.
last friday was my last paper for midsem.
this semester 8 subjects, full of reading and case studies..
I was a laid back type of students who will sleep at 12 o'clock sharp everyday..
unfortunately when I enter degree life, I was never able to sleep around that time especially exam week.
If I am sleepy yes I will sleep at 11 or 12 and wake up around 2 or 3 and stay up till morning..
so the last day of examination is the most tiring day and I just wish to finished the exam and sleep..
unfortunately I can't.
after finishing exam, I went home and packed my stuff for National Pharmacy Sports Carnival that were held in UKM, Bangi..
I am half excited, half exhausted.
honestly, we did not managed to practice regularly because of the weather and our schedule is packed.
and as expected our team lose.
but the least thing is that,
this trip, remind me on matrix life.
I really miss budak asrama life.
to actually have someone to talk just about everything when we went back from a tiring class and activity.
to go to the class together.
the feeling of waiting for your teammate..
the midnight talk, sleep together with our friend..
just everything.
I am manja with my friend, this togetherness, girls talk, girl stuff..it meant a lot to me.
this is what I expect in my degree life actually.
eventhough it was just temporary, but I just wish that the bonding with the seniors and juniors will last.
and I hope to join this activity again next year..(UIA, here we come!)
and ofcourse, when I said UKM, I have a lot of friends there..
it just that I just met yon, bad and salwa..
I did not managed to meet kamil, azza and ain because of time and transportation ..
meeting them, it does make me forgot about degree life..
owh I miss everything....

netball team

pengerusi pharmacy club msu with official photographer club *poyo

terompah gergasi can be hillarious

yon and bad, orang kuat NPSC

just because this feels so sweet

p/s: event from friday to sunday..and after reaching home, I slept from 8 pm till next morning..woah!

wonder

I always have this in my mind..
Ingat mati tu perlu supaya kita selalu ingat Allah
Dan kita akan selalu cuba perbaiki diri sendiri..
And I will always keep in mind,
Mati tu bila-bila..
Kalau nak buat jahat, sanggup ke aku mati dalam keadaan jahat?
Afterall aku manusia biasa,
Tak lari dari alpa dan lupa.
And tak lari dari perasaan nak disayangi..
Kadang-kadang fikir, siapalah aku pada pandangan sesiapa..
Bila aku tak ada, ada ke yang akan ingat, rindu, doakan aku?

The best line from a bestfriend,
If I die, don't come near to my body, because I couldn't wipe your tears anymore :')