wordless wednesday~

'distance in relationship can cause you to miss someone so much, that it helps you to realize how much that person means to you..or how much you means to that person..'

the last battle for second year of BPharm

assalamualaikum..
lub dub, lub dub..
dengar tak?? tu bunyi jantung aku..
ngeri dowh fikir final..
aku start study hari ahad since aku kena siapkan assignment and report yang lecturer bagi on the last day of lecture..pathetic tak aku?
then, ahad study pon ciput je yang masuk..
isnin dan selasa habis 3chapter..dan aku rasa aku bergerak lebih lambat dari siput kat skype..
so, aku pon berniat dengan penuh semangat yang hari rabu aku kena jugak habiskan 5 chapter..
and2..satu chapter syahid di pertengahan jalan..sebab aku dah mula pening kepala dan suara sudah semakin sengau.. *buat suara ala2 DJ..sengal!
owh, aku mmg macamni kalau nak demam..makin merapu..hoho..
wuwuwuw..tapi yang bestnya timetable dah kuar! yahooo!!
and yang lagi bestnya aku study on tract..semua yang aku study tu subject utk 2nd week nya exam..
btw, aku mmg dahulukan subjek yg kemudian..
so that senang nak ingat..
contoh, kalau isnin exam pharm prac III, and next week ada toxico..
so aku study toxico dulu..so that weekend ni aku blh study pharm prac dan tak lupa..kih3..xP

dahlah, ni entry buang masa..gtg..bye2..
doakan aku senang nak ingat and jawab exam nanti..

Somebody That I Used to Know ~

Now and then I think of when we were together

Like when you said you felt so happy you could die

Told myself that you were right for me

But felt so lonely in your company

But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

Like resignation to the end, always the end

So when we found that we could not make sense

Well you said that we would still be friends

But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off

Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing

And I don't even need your love

But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough

No you didn't have to stoop so low

Have your friends collect your records and then change your number

I guess that I don't need that though

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over

But had me believing it was always something that I'd done

But I don't wanna live that way

Reading into every word you say

You said that you could let it go

And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know

p/s: this song stucked in my head since the first time I heard it cause it is sooo much of what I felt.

somebody I used to know.

hurt much.

when being strong is the only choice we have..~

assalamualaikum..

sekarang dah bulah 6..final exams month..

next month, start hospital attachment at putrajaya hospital..

how should I say this..

takut semua ada..since I dont really remember all the drugs, the mechanisms, the side effect, the contraindication..

siapa kata jadi pharmacist senang..

we are one step of being a doctor, if only we can touch the patient, we are on the same level.

next year, maybe kalau ada rezeki dapat buat community or industrial attachment dekat jepun or indonesia..*pray for me*

BUT, seriously..I am getting tired with everything that happen..

perangai manusia yang tak habis-habis..

menyalahkan itu mudah..yes, kita tak nampak apa yang kita buat..

bila orang dah letak kan satu perasaan negative pada diri kita..selamanya ia negative..

I know things that you dont and you think I dont know things that you know..

that's life..

I am toooo busy with all my works..

each week aku kena hantar almost 3-4 assignments with 10 pages minimum each, 3-4 lab report to be done.. quizzes each day for about 2-3 chapters..

and thus, people still think I have sooo many time on the social networking and 'sibuk' stalking on people..

I opened my fb only to check my MSU BPH group for any update on class..

yes, twitter is all the time BUT here I tell you something..

twitter is not a place to stalk people..it's a place where I feel safe with the people that really care about me..my true friend..

FB tu about 99% aku kenal cause I dont add random people.. and I usually tak add orang..

orang yang add aku..and mostly yang tak kenal will be denied..

but there, on FB there are also fake friends..tend to add just to 'take care' too much of my life..

so I decide to slow down on FB..

maybe I will deactivate FB terus..who knows..FB just make my life too easy to be attacked by people who hated me..kan?

jodoh yang indah~

assalamualaikum..

' jodoh itu urusan Allah..kita mungkin berkenalan, berkawan, bermusuhan pada waktu sekarang..tapi siapa yang tahu apa yang akan jadi antara anak-anak kita.-(me,2012)'

hoyeah, awat dayah cite pasal jodoh je?

opps, jangan salah faham cepat sangat ok..

tak semestinya bila cakap pasal jodoh, nak cakap pasal kahwin..

kalau dengan kawan-kawan pon kira jodoh jugaklah kan nak kenal and berkawan..

as I have mention so many time in my blog before that I have my girlfriend yang comel and cantik..

kami berkawan dari zaman sekolah.

terutamanya SSAAS ataupun sekolah seksyen 2..ala yg dekat dengan ABC frado tu..hoho

yin dikenali waktu sekolah agama and dia jiran aku dekat seksyen 8 before kami masing2 pindah..

nani, teha dan yin satu kelas since form 1..kelas A..

aku je tercampak dekat kelas hujung..

then form 2, aku masuk kelas B, and diorang pulak still kelas A.

and sejak tu kenal nani and teha macam tu je..sekadar kenal sbb waktu tu, kami combine kelas untuk PJK..

waktu form 3, nani and teha join aku kat kelas B tu..

so sejak tu kami rapat, sebab waktu form 3 tu satu kelas semua nakal2 tapi PMR hebat jugak! Alhamdulillah..

form 4 nani masuk teknik, 

and aku masuk kelas B walaupun sepatutnya aku satu kelas dengan yin and teha..

dalam kami semakin rapat dan rapat sehingga hari ini...

kami tak tahu satu takdir yang berkait antara kami semua..

semua bermula tahun lepas..

sedang kami berborak cerita macam-macam..

then, tetiba terbukak cerita bestnya study overseas..

I especially, really envy when my umi and abah keep repeating their stories when they studied in Australia..

and suddenly, yin pon cakap.. parents dia pon study Australia..

so I asked, berapa umur parents dia since budak2 Aussie memang selalu buat gathering especially my parents batch walaupun berbeza university.

then dia kata lahir 1965..

Oooo! sebaya..dok tanya2, pusing2 bagai..then yin kata, parents dia buat preparation dekat UiTM Shah Alam..

snap! sama dengan abah!

ntah2 kenal..and after a few weeks later..

MasyaAllah, mak yin kenal abah aku..siap ada gambar semua..hoho

serius terkejut sangat2..excited gila..!

but the excitement didn't stop there..

minggu lepas,

nani masuk wad..

then aku cerita dekat abah..and cakap nak melawat..

tapi abah suruh pegi sendiri since HKL tu sesak..

then, on saturday aku pegi rumah mak ucu untuk tolong kenduri aqiqah Adnin..

abah tak ikut sebab pegi reunion teknik johor dia.

AND GUESS WHAT?

Abah met uncle Abd Halim..

siapa? Ayah nani lah!

serious excited gila macam nak melompat bila abah bagitahu kat kenduri Adnin tu..

nani pulak dah tweet sampai 5 kot..hahaha..

serious tak jangka kan..

20 tahun lepas dan 30 tahun lepas, parents kita pernah berjumpa dan berkawan..

kemudian aku terfikir..

apalah takdir yang anak-anak aku akan dapat pulak?

ini sangat RARE kot..

betul2 jodoh!

kuasa Allah..SUBHANALLAH!

'"KunFayakun..

Jika ALLAH menghendaki sesuat hanya berfirman: 'Jadilah'..; maka jadilah ia.."

(Surah Yassin; hujung ayat 82)"

p/s:..mungkin kita bertemu sekarang untuk menemani kita selamanya..mungkin kita bertemu sekarang untuk mengajar kita sesuatu..mungkin kita bertemu sekarang untuk berpisah.. mungkin kita berpisah sekarang, untuk satu pertemuan yang telah dirancang.. dirancang oleh yang Maha Perancang di satu masa yang kita tak sangka..sama seperti kisah aku dan girlfriend tersayang..~ Allahuakbar..