pathway after spm..

okie dokie..assalamualaikum people..=)
i want to make this entry about what is the pathway that i took after spm..
my cousins and the adik2 out there..this is what i've been through before..

selepas habis form 5 dan menerima keputusan SPM..
i've been offered from matriculation programme and UIAM..
its a really hard decision for me people..cause its UIA..!!OMG~
BUT..what dissapoint me is the course..i got asasi economy and management science which will make me an accountant..

mcm mana budak bio boleh dapat course accounting??
sbb saya cudak bio campur akaun dan akaun saya A1 and saya gatal2 isi kat borang UPU pilihan keempat..

oleh sebab itu..saya nekad untuk ke matrikulasi..tahu tak time tu I have zero information about matrix..i just filled the form because of my friends isi that form and cikgu pon suruh isi..
terima kasih kepada mereka saya berada di matrikulasi..huhu..

so on 11th may 2009.. selamatlah saya berdaftar sebagai pelajar matrikulasi negeri sembilan..
so matrix ni apa??
matrix ni lebih kurang macam asasi je..its a short course programme and its general subject..
general??
yup general..maksudnya ada 3 course je..which is physical science( physic+ chemistry + math),
life science( biology+chemistry+math) and accounting(math+ err..saya xpasti..tp diorang ada 4 subjeck)
so if you guys masuk matrix peluang korang untuk mencari cita2 korang tu masih ada..nak cari apa yang sesuai ngan jiwa korang, nak tau apa kerja yang ada dalam dunia ni..huhu..
TAPI disebabkan ia short cut course lah kiranya..its not the place you can play around..
you have to really struggle..like REALLY HARD OK..studying like what you did during secondary year is just not enough..you have to triple the effort kot..i have double my effort but the results are not enough kot..=(
im telling you this because I dont want you to be like me..
my results are below 3.33..and what did i get for my degree??
software engineering at UMT..

matrix will be the sweetest memory of your life if you try to enjoy the time you spent there with your friend..but its the worst nightmare when it comes to studying..(yeke dayah?bkn kat msu lagi struggle ke??)
this is the truth..mmg sangat susah nak study dalam tempoh yg sekejap tu..korang mmg akan study like every minutes kot..but i never regret being there..

ok..sebab result aku time matrix tak gempak mana..and aku dapat course yang lari dari apa yang aku blaja before ni..my family and I decide untuk search other alternative and here I am at Management and Science University taking B. Pharm..seriously susah and i dont know how to describe but i am having fun with this subject..
ok..here I want to clarify few things about IPTS..
1. IPTS bukan untuk orang2 berada yang ada duit banyak..
2.banyak kot pinjaman yang korang boleh buat..contoh macam aku..aku amek MARA..which if I got a good CGPA..it will be converted to a scholarship..yeay!
3. IPTS bukan untuk budak2 spoil yg tak layak untuk belajar kat U..walaupon aku tau aku amek farmasi dengan CGPA lagi rendah dari dak2 IPTA..but atleast aku kejar impian aku and I will do my best.
4. IPTS bukan untuk budak2 manja..anak mak/ayah or tak reti berdikari..sebab kami IPTS lah kami terpaksa buat semua bnda sendiri and berdiri atas kasut sendiri..tiada bantuan dari sesiapa..

you never knew what we've been through unless you put yourself in our shoes..
people, it doesn't matter from where you're studying..but what's matter is what you will become afterwards..the outcome..
people slalu judge bdk2 IPTS as tak pandai..but kalau xpandai time SPM dulu pon kitorang xboleh dapat peluang kedua/ketiga ke??
thus, follow your heart adik2..apa yang adik2 nak buat ni baru permulaan untuk kehidupan adik2..SPM bukan penentu segalanya..result gempak pon, time study nanti kalau lalai..hampeh gak..so keep focusing on what you will do next okie..=)