JANUARY

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january isnt something to do with some love story ...its the beginning of the year yet its the beginning of friendship....or may be the end of it...

this is what happen in january 2004...

it was the first day of secondary school for the form one student in SMKSSAAS...i dont have many friend in this new school since many of my friends from the primary school went to Seksyen 7 secondary school...

but there's not a big problem for me since life should going on...i still can find a new friend...so there i make a new friends...but this isnt story about how i make friends with them but its a story that make me appreciate friendship even harder...

I've met a girl named faeezah...at first she was in the same class with me...she sort of not making friends with any of the classmates..even the person besides her...then she move to a class at the lowest floor..and then we know why she moves downstairs...it is because she had a HEART DISEASE...

then...

ive only met her in the surau during zuhur n asar prayer...n at these surau i'll be her friend n the only friend she have...the only person she want to talk to n the only one she want to share everything/anything she want...im the only one n i couldnt understand it...its not that there's no one want to make friends with her but she's the one who dont want to make friends with others..so it went good day by day...our friendship become closer..this year she had an operation n it went successfully..she always hear my problem n always help me to sort my problem..n i remember one thing..when we become closer some of the classmate doesnt like it(sorry guys, but u better know what she said)then that day i cant pray..she said "gi lah lpk ngan kwn kau,minggu ni x yah lah lpk ngan aku"that is how kind she is..how tolerate she is................
but i dont think i make a good friend...i never call her fluently during holidays..and a year end up just like a blow of wind...

2005..
its come the new year, a new story in my life...
its just the same open school day...still in the mood of holidays...n our friendship keep going ..until one day..


10/1/2007
that day was just a fine day..i never expect anything to happen...in surau she act very awkwardly..she always smiling on that day...n anything that i do n said she just smile...n when i want to btlkan saf...n wanna go to my friend she like hold me back n dont want to let me go anywhere...but i dont understand it...

11/12/2007
i went to school n im feeling so happy that i dont know what will i face that day...i went to seven-e n suddenly ive heard someone said faeezah's name...n i asked whats wrong...n thats news shocked me n i couldnt belive it...FAEEZAH HAD PASSED AWAY!!How should i not surprised...at first i couldnt believe it but all my friend sort of believe it...so i cry n cry...she died on her way back from school..which is a couple of hour after what happened in the surau..n now i understand why she act like that...n i realized how much her friendship really meant for me..

so appreciate your friend n dont be like me ..and till now i will always appreciate all my friends...

to all my friends..'I LOVE U GUYS SO MUCH!!! '

TO SOMEONE WHO KNOW ARWAH FAEEZAH...SEDEKAH KAN LAH AL-FATEHAH!!!

arwah pernah belajar di SMKSSAAS di kelas 1H,1T,dan 2H..

(ada byk kesalahan grammar..sila maapkan..mals nak btlkan as blog ni pon ditulis zaman form 3 kowt)