Rindu

Assalamualaikum.
It’s 2020.
In fact it’s June 2020. Its already half a year.
Not a great year btw.
We were hit by a pandemic, Covid-19.
Malaysia was under Movement Control Order.
No flights in or out of Sabah.
Which is very difficult for married couples like us who were separated and in a Long Distance Relationship.
In such way, we all dealt with loneliness and missing each other differently.
When I miss him, I tend to be clingy.
But when he misses me, he tend to be sad.
Every relationship has their own ups and downs.
This is our struggle.
At time, it felt so difficult that I felt like leaving everything and be with him.
Allah knows what is best for us.
At time, I am helpless.
I don’t know what to do.
All I can say was Ya Allah, help me. Help us.
I wish that I could transfer home sooner.
Allahumma Amin.