me!

one. I have moved on.

two. i never did anything unintended.

three. i learn to forgive the past but never forget. I stand on reality not fantasy.

four. i won't hold grudge. it's your loss not mine.

five. once friend forever friend. once enemy, it's not impossible to be friend.

six. i believe in myself, only on my words and not others.

seven. i have the ability to ignore others and leave without mercy.

eight. i have the ability to make someone unheard, invisible, and nonexistent.

nine. i can be ignorant. I do what I think the best cause Allah is with me.

ten. I am no longer the old innocent, too fragile, too sensitive HIDAYAH that you have ever known. If you can change because what I did. Why I cant change too. I did what I did not to show off what I have. I did what I did not to tell, not for you to see. I did because I learnt that keep hiding from the truth are not the right way as it is. Facing the reality is the thing that I always keep in mind. People might judge, people might say things, people does not listen and people keep blaming! one sentence dear hater, REALITY IS WHAT WE DEAL ON!

i have taboo with electronic gadget! T.T

assalamualaikum..
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu..:'(
rasa cam nak nangis je..
last month, my laptop rosak..suddenly hardisk not found lah apalah..
dua laptop aku problem yang sama..!sedih..
so, pujuk abah beli laptop baru..payah gila!
macam2 abah suruh kaji segala..dahlah dengan assignment bertimbun..
bingit telinga adik bising tiap kali pinjam laptop dia..~~~
atlast Alhamdulillah..abah belikan jugak laptop Fujitsu LH531~
dah elok baru nak seronok dapat laptop baru..
handphone vivaz kesayangan aku dah mula buat tanda2 yang tak dikehendaki..
wuwuwuwuw..
sekarang ni tak boleh charge pulak..puas dok belek phone.
pening dah kepala kenapa lampu merah dia or charging icon tak kuar2..
sob3.
ak kot ada taboo dengan alat electronic..wuwuwuwuwuwu..
masalah dia, phone walkwan w300 aku ok je..
skang boleh lagi pakai even dah 6 tahun kot..
why? why must you do this to me..
please..dont do this..I love you lah vivaz..need you badly..T.T

p/s: my sis call me donghae, the one in SUPER JUNIOR..cause he also can't deal with electronic stuff..~~:'(

wordless wednesday!

love.love.love.

love this!

thank you for the pendrive <3

how we as a muslim should be~

assalamualaikum...
this is the video that I watch shared by Aiman Azlan, a vlogger..

I never knew who is Yusuf Estes..I watch because of what Aiman Azlam quoted from this video..

'my point is not to put down bible, my point is to put down the people who lie about it- yusuf estes'

Yusuf Estes is a christian preacher..yup pendakwah kristian.
he converted to Islam not because of Islam itself. It is because he learnt the bible first.
He learnt the original language of hebrew and find that there is a lot of manipulation inside of the translation bible and he search for the truth and find Islam.
for so many times I watch this video, I cry over it.
why?
because it touch my heart to see how people find Islam.
I was born with Islam, born in a so-called Islamic country.
BUT
as what I saw..people take Islam for granted.
Islam is only a tradition and not to be believe in the heart
and not as our way of life.
why were you a muslim?
'because I was born as a muslim..'
this are the things that I saw.
they are muslims, but they are not covering their aurah.
they are muslims, but they free to socialized with an ajnabi.
Lots of other people that wasn't born with Islam and Iman was searching for god.
They find ways to be closed to god.
They search, they learnt, they asked question, they observed the religion.
But how can they be attracted to Islam when US as a muslim are not attracted to our own religion?
how can they find Islam as a way of life when we doesn't make Islam as our way of life?

what touch me is when the christian man and the other sister were given hidayah. How amazing how in one night he can send his dakwah and converting people to Islam. In a night, how many pahala that he has been granted by Allah.Subhanallah.

Yusuf Estes said..' the reason we cry when we said the syahadah can't be understand by all of you (the muslims) because when we said the syahadah, we felt the rahmah. We felt different because all of our sin are forgiven and we are just like a newly born baby. And at the moment, our do'a are accepted by Allah'

'Allah is the one who guide us..not me, not anyone..'

'5 words in english: surrender, submission, sincerity, obedient and peace..combine all this in arabic word we'll get, ISLAM'

'nobody can control your heart. It yours'

make up, fashion designing. modelling

assalamualaikum..
semua yang berikut, bukanlah untuk seorang yang bernama nurul hidayah.
aku suka make up kan orang, suka menyuai padankan pakaian dengan seseorang dan suka suruh orang posing..kui3..
so, mangsa kali ni adalah adik aku yang balik cuti sekolah..sapa lagi lau yang duduk asrama tu..hihi..
so, selendang, make up dan gambar adalah dari hasil karyaku..
sekian sahaja entry ini.








p/s: muka tengah ada jerawat, xde makna aku nak jadi model. one more thing, aku jarang pakai eyeshadow n blusher sebab kulit sensitip..XP