december..

back to december..-taylor swift..
november dah berlalu..
i always have an awesome november..
my november..always and forever..
this november..i might not forget it..
i gain something and lost something..
i laugh and i cry..
cherished the moment..and think back of the memory left..
kita takkan mampu untuk mengambil peluang yang baru andai kedua belah tangan kita digenggam..belajarlah untuk melepaskan..hanya dengan itu kita berjaya menggenggam sesuatu yang baru
the risk that i took..i hope its the best..
i hope you wont make me regret on the things that i sacrifice.


p/s: sekalipun matahari hilang ditutup awan..cahayanya masih menerangi bumi..~
nak membenci seseorang bukan mudah dan bukan aku..lagi2 membenci orang yang kita sayang..~

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satu masa dulu..

seseorang pernah cakap ayat ni dekat aku..

aku tak kisah kalau orang yang aku sayang bahagia dengan someone yang baik, yang betul2 deserve dia..macam kau pon takpe..huhu (dia, 2009/2010)

p/s: waktu ni kita tengah melepak kat bilik kau sambil makan cucur udang..bergosip pasal orang rumah bawah, cullen n etc..mungkin dah lupa kot..papelah..kenangan aku bukan macam mimpi..bangun tdo terus lupa..~

diam bila marah~

dont make promises when you are happy..

and dont make decision when you are angry..

dont said anything when you are angry..

im sorry..

aku tau that day aku betul2 marah, terkilan and kecewa dengan apa yang kau buat kat aku..

aku dah terlepas cakap dekat kau..

and aku regret dengan apa yang aku cakap..

sebab tu selama ni bila aku marah aku takkan tulis or cakap apa2..

sebab aku takut aku akan terlepas kata..

even my family knows about this..

when i said something when i'm mad,

its gonna be painful.

maybe aku bodoh sbb bagi chance lagi..

but the situation now is that,

i wouldnt left..not then..not now..insyaAllah..

take your time sampai kau betul2 heal and ready..

aku minta maaf..~~

the end?

terima kasih weyh..
memang sakit Ya Allah..
sakit sangat..
reason tu aku tak boleh terima langsung..

dalam dunia ni..
memang kita akan nampak manusia lain lbh sempurna daripada kita..
tapi kenapa mesti terlalu merendahkan diri kita..
Allah je yang boleh judge kita..
kau ada kelebihan kau..
and aku ada kelebihan aku..
aku bukan sempurna..

ptg tadi aku letak gambar peddy teddy as phone nye wallpaper..
rindu..
tapi nampaknya tak ada yang hargai pon..~~

Yuna Zarai - Im Not Like You

I stood by you
I didn't have to
And if I knew
I'd go away

I'm not like you
I dont backstab
My dear you should be better than that

Sorry if I never call like you did
And you know, you know
You dont really have to
I try to come around come around you
All you really gave, you really gave back was hatred

I gave you my all back then
Whenever you needed me
You're lies they cut through my skin whenever I reach For you, for you, for you..

I'm not like you
I dont backstab
My dear you should be my best friend

Sorry if I never call like you did
And you know, you know
You dont really have to
I try to come around come around you
All you really gave, you really gave back was hatred

I gave you my all back then
Whenever you needed me
You're lies they cut through my skin whenever I reach For you, for you, for you..

And anything for you my friend

p/s: i've been listening to this songs for ages..*duh, dayah mmg ko dah khatam sume lagu yuna kot.. i dont know why but yuna's song do describe me a lot..

tak mungkin untuk aku buang rasa sayang pada seorang sahabat yang pernah ada dengan aku suatu ketika dulu..

TAK MUNGKIN..!

walaupon aku tau dia sangat membenci aku sekarang..

im not like you..

i cant give you hatred..

im just sorry to care for you till know..

sakit untuk aku hadapi..

tapi kaki aku macam tak nak melangkah dari kenangan kita dulu..

maaf!